Life is the competition to try to stick to my belief.
"Try and Error"
I like this word because it remainds me that I should challenge everything everytime.
Recentry I stagnant and slow down, I avoided to be positively.
That's why, I protect my small pride.
I do not have skills, I do not have enough money, I do not have knowledges.
But I had a small pride.
My pride prevent me to shame, so it prevents me to do embarrassed thing.
When I did not have my pride, I tried to do positively.
I tried to mistake, I tried to do speak, I tried to find out new thing.
I liked that kind of me.
I am not genius. (Of course I knew.)
So if I want to grow up, I only need to challenge everything and try to humilated.
Do not slow down, accelerate!
First day, when I came here. I was full of motivation and I did not have anything.
Now I do not have anything too. I have nothing to lose anymore.
Let me to think that "Everyday is first day."
Then I can notice that I do not have anything.
Let me to receive a lot of disagreements by the others.
Then many disagreements teach me my personality.
Let me to humilate positively.
Then I can release my small pride.
" Life is the competition to try to stick to my belief."
This is one of my policy.
Yesterday I posted one of the article about loneliness.
Thankfully some friends warried about me.
I noticed that I could have good friends.
So I don't care if the others disliked me.
When I am lonely, I can know that it is the really important or not.
I can cherish my important thing. I can release my unimportant thing.
Who should I cherish? Who should not I cherish?
What should I protect? What should I release?
On the life, releasing something is more important thing than getting something.
I will let go unimportant thing, relationship, custom and pride.
I cherish my family, friends, hometown, policy and myself.